I am here again with ample to utter about love and friends. It is, at times astounding how ironic life becomes without these two.For all my life, my friends have been my backbone. From giving moral support to giving the cheapest 'gaalis' and most of all, being acquiescent to my delirious ideas, they have been there for me all the time.
And in the middle of all the ambivalence in my life, a "friend" turned into a special someone.
Precisely an year ago, this guy caught my sight. Evidently standing out amid a lousy crowd. Nonetheless, i started seeing pie in the sky but to my surprise, the pie turned real and i was in for a treat. ;)
Me being me, i started socializing with this truly irresistible alien guy. With me being me and him being him, the game of the specious love was set upon. His mere presence got me intoxicated. Hell yes! I was infatuated. The game caught me off-guard. Maybe it was the intoxication of his existence or aqua vitae of Akshay tambe, I stumbled upon love and epic-ly failed to get the message clear. Despite the aspersion and the asphyxiation i fell in love with him. And he...merely fell on me.
Soon everything came to a crashing halt. I was left bewildered and flustered. Alas! He got his seemingly "perfect" chick.
With vengeance in my heart and with a slight trace of altruism, i let him go. Yet, I stood there, poised myself in the moor of diligence. With an unnatural veil over, I remembered "For future is a clay, to be molded day by day but the past is a bedrock, immutable."
Fate danced upon my head, but this time for the win. He was back with a frigid sorry which didn't matter to me. I was with him again though befuddled by the relation we shared. The great old story of the three ambiguous friends: love, lust and friends; was all over again! Confusion beamed at us mockingly.
Many a talk about falling apart and many a try to pull together. The best times of my life were indeed the worst ones. Howbeit, i cherished every second and longed for more. So certain about the uncertainties, i made it through. The ironic cupid hit him too.:D On that mellow night love bloomed.
Since then life became mellifluous and me insouciant. He proved his mettle and made me fall over and over. Empathy enriched, he gave me everything i wanted, everything i needed and i still wonder 'when this metamorphosis happened?!'
He is the apple of my eye and the beat of my heart. A little more than everything and a bright sun beaming.
The magnanimity got us going and the trust helped us surmount. A thousand doubts were cleared and a hundred question answered, as he fell in love with me and we got together.
Love defined itself and perseverance comprehended. And its over an year already! I still love him, more than i ever did and a little less than i ever will!
With this i say the authentic phrase "If you love something, set it free. If it comes back to you, it was meant to be and it was always yours". If you genuinely want something, perseverance and patience are the keys.
And you my dear Akshay Tambe a.k.a. Mela akkidooo,
You will always be loved.
Awesome!
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